September 11, 2014

white Vienna dress made in India

black zip up hoody

Omas ring

Thelma bracelet

bracelet I pretend Farran gave me

striped underwear

no bra

I am beside myself





























































































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September 10,2014.

we're redesigning lighting
because of our eyes

we're hiring strong professional movers
to carry and deliver heavy furniture

as many tears
its not gone un-noticed
the equal effort
to help with the idea of home

even though my laundry is dry on the rack
I feel comfort in leaving it there
if you know what I mean...






















































































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September 6th, 2014

first scene

angry throwing negative intentions

powder pigment blasting out of sacks

the majority is not moving just taking it

us few are far to consumed

the painter at sea side

oblivious

pained by his own pigment

we slow down and gain perspective

anmeldung

schatzielein
schade josen
liebe
xo























































































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August 7th 2014.

flight here flight there
I wear a secret in my ear
purple evening
contact(s)
 ...ripped jeans, wool cream
Dayton
the day
is coming
the evening resides
in a box of kleenex
we bake from memory
and discuss the sighs and virtues
icecream
blackberries
overnight





























































































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August 7th, 2014

"birch wood"
"skip school"
"drivers license"
"despondent time"

through a fraction

I fled for you both, preservation,
to take care
of what had been, foggy climate fictitous memory


you sing your distant tunes alongside, noble, time span afternoon band
he sits with love and a one mud boot
you love him through heckling

that is
he loves her
and she him


cinematic desperate stream, of songs to tears
they must
hand in hand


let life end like the lavender easing the last scene of love and together

























































































































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July 13th 2014

outfit

slip dip

you get up when he goes down

melodic intensions


















































































































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July 6th 2014

I heard a noise

to the right of me

long haired ponytail biker as well as father

pulls a broken chair out of the pond and throws it to shore

silver legs, drowned white body

long haired dad shakes his head

looks at the fountain in the center of the pond and moves on....moves on

the flamboyant flailing water feature in the center of the pond

meditates on the sound of its own wet breath

self-sufficient

independent confidant

joyous exterior

water feature fountain

you mist(ify) me

and my surface

dampen my skin

with calming optimism

of course all the heated pay homage to you

water feature fountain you make me

(fountain springs even higher up into the air)

I am covered in you

you graze on my skin

small beads of you on my flesh

slowly devouring me

heating me up by cooling me down

a slow heavy soaking

a windy brigade charging

and then you stop

turn off

and retrieve back into the murky depths of your reflective facade

oh where did you go and will you come back?


I

will

wait

for

you.


20 minutes later...



Fountain on


and on

and on and on
















































































































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